i am going to watch Rent so i can cry about how terrible it is and also AIDS
i am going to watch Rent so i can cry about how terrible it is and also AIDS
the counter-protest facebook event for the cancellation of the rick ross concert at carleton makes me so frustrated that i literally feel like erupting
in the sense of puking
i am gagging
oh god now that i’ve been back from toronto for over 24hrs i actually have to read and reply to facebook messages and e-mails
(Source: theholidaystar, via shakethecobwebs)
the ottawa sun is edited by a goat, i swear to god
whichever articles don’t get chewed up are published
and whoever comes up with the most offensive headline gets a chocolate bar and blue ribbon
I don’t understand how Mara can simultaneously be the best thing that ever happened to me, and the literal worst friend
ALL I WANT IN MY LIFE IS FAT FEMME LOVE
BOYS NIGHT WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME
omg mara took the phone
I NEED TO TEXT THE BOY I LIKE
WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
OH GOD
not being attractive to straight men is the worst thing that ever happened to me, next to acne
TESTOSTERONE IS AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER
IS IT BETTER FOR ME TO LIKE MYSELF, OR FOR STRAIGHT MEN TO LIKE ME???????????
THIS IS SIMULTANEOUSLY THE BEST AND WORSTDON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
If you are a dude.. why the fuck do want straight men to “like” you???
If you want straight men to be attracted to you, and you don’t want acne, quit testosterone. Straight men are not attracted to other men. Testosterone causes acne, sometimes for a short time but often for months or years.
here’s a fun lil’ fact, ya cute baby,
Acne and straight men not being attracted to me don’t concern me as much as the changes that testosterone is having that I like.
Acne sucks whether it’s from hormones, or something else.
Do you genuinely expect me to not complain about a single side effect that I view as negative because I should be just sssssssssssoooooooooo damn thankful for the hormones in the first place?
Fuck you.
Like, I post a million fucking posts about how great the hair growth is, or how my voice dropping is making me more comfortable with myself, but the second I have a complaint, I get reblogged by “genderpoliceman”?
what the fuck
is going on
that you think I should view absolutely every effect of T as a positive?
Acne hurts, and I don’t like how it makes me look. That’s the long and the short of it.
And while we’re here, “straight men are not attracted to other men” might seem logical, but you’re looking at sexuality as severely black and white. I get that you’re probably straight, and don’t really have to think about these things much, but sexual identity and sexual orientation and sexuality all mean different things.
I identify as gay, but I am pansexual. Gay is my sexual identity because I feel it fits me and the way I express my sexuality, as I am mainly emotionally attracted to men. I am sexually attracted to people of all genders, though.
I know plenty of straight men who have a straight identity, but have sex with men. That doesn’t mean they have any obligation to identify otherwise. That’s just how things work.
And even if you are looking at sexuality in the most basic as fuck Kinsey Scale way, it is claimed that very few people are a complete “0” or “6” on the scale. That doesn’t mean very few people are straight. That just means sexuality is fluid.
And once more, my liking straight boys does not affect my gender, so why would I go off T when it is something positive for me, and something I have been fighting for for a really long time?
It’s exhausting that I can’t express anything even remotely negative, in even a somewhat humorous context without being targeted by the fucking binarist insecure fuckheads.
The amount of things I have dropped while moisturizing my hands is so not okay
oh god how did i even last two years at that hellhole
it is
people pretending to be ~liberal~ because they’re ~artists~
when like, they all are for the death penalty, and against affirmative action, and actually entertain the idea of a “canadian families” class that teaches you how single parents are bad, and how to be better at being white upper middle class people
teenagers, why, you are supposed to be the rebellious liberal ones, come on.
This is what Crohn’s has done to me.
this is what I do on the toilet.
Why I am sharing this with the internet, I am unsure.
OH MY GOD IF I NEVER HEAR THE PHRASE “less than a man” FROM ANY TRANS MAN EVER AGAIN, IT WILL BE TOO SOON
(Source: 366sketchbook, via rodentistry)