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I’m going to literally set myself on fire omg

October 8, 2014 @ 5:28 PM 6 notes

sparrf:

i’m sleepy
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sparrf:

i’m sleepy

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October 8, 2014 @ 2:24 PM 27,019 notes
[trigger warning: mental illness, eating disorder, suicide]

My psychiatrist asked if I was depressed, and I said no, but idk, maybe I am? I’m used to bipolar depression, which is like, all consuming, and horrible, and I have that constant sense of dread and self hatred, but like
Idk, like, my body feels depressed? It’s hard to get out of bed, and then hard to stay out of bed, and hard to really do much of anything,
But my brain doesn’t feel depressed,
I can usually force myself to do everything I need to do, and I don’t feel overwhelmingly suicidal, but I have been having fantasies of just disappearing,

And maybe it’s just all to do with that fact that I stopped eating again, and I’m keeping it a secret, so I’m withdrawing from relationships and social situations,
Or maybe it’s just the stress of money things rn

Idk, but I should probably stop being secretive and reclusive and whatnot. I miss everyone, but I also just want to be alone all the time,
A lot of that is probably food control stuff. Being around people is hard because food is always a thing.

It’s all p shitty, because I don’t really even want to eat right now. Like, I really honestly feel better about myself when I’m not eating, but clearly it’s also making me feel like garbage, and I’ve stopped reading and replying to messages, and I’ve reduced how often I am seeing people,

I just don’t know what to do really. I’m keeping a lot of secrets rn, and that’s not really like me. I’ve barely even blogged since my birthday, and that was 2 months ago,
Hm

October 8, 2014 @ 2:24 PM 8 notes

Project Acorn is looking for a Support Coordinator aged 16-24 and a Programming Coordinator aged 25+ to help create Project Acorn 2015!!

If you are passionate about social justice and community building, and available to attend or otherwise participate in regular meetings in Ottawa, please consider applying.

Whether or not you’ve been involved with Project Acorn before, we want your thoughts and presence!
Please signal boost, and if you know anybody who may be interested, send it their way.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, or submit them to projectacorn

Visit http://www.tenoaksproject.org/project-acorn/volunteer-at-camp/the-leadership-team/ for more details on the program and application process View Larger

Project Acorn is looking for a Support Coordinator aged 16-24 and a Programming Coordinator aged 25+ to help create Project Acorn 2015!!

If you are passionate about social justice and community building, and available to attend or otherwise participate in regular meetings in Ottawa, please consider applying.

Whether or not you’ve been involved with Project Acorn before, we want your thoughts and presence!
Please signal boost, and if you know anybody who may be interested, send it their way. 
If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, or submit them to projectacorn

Visit http://www.tenoaksproject.org/project-acorn/volunteer-at-camp/the-leadership-team/ for more details on the program and application process

October 8, 2014 @ 1:50 PM 4 notes

Project Acorn is looking for Youth Advisory Committee members to help create Project Acorn 2015!!

If you are able to attend or otherwise participate in a series of meetings and retreats in Ottawa once or twice a month from January through to the summer, and would like to have input on creating this amazing program, please consider applying!
Whether or not you’ve been involved with Project Acorn before, we want your thoughts and presence!

Please signal boost, and if you know anybody who may be interested, send it their way.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, or submit them to projectacorn.

Visit http://www.tenoaksproject.org/project-acorn/volunteer-at-camp/the-youth-advisory-committee/ for more details on the program and application process View Larger

Project Acorn is looking for Youth Advisory Committee members to help create Project Acorn 2015!!

If you are able to attend or otherwise participate in a series of meetings and retreats in Ottawa once or twice a month from January through to the summer, and would like to have input on creating this amazing program, please consider applying!
Whether or not you’ve been involved with Project Acorn before, we want your thoughts and presence!

Please signal boost, and if you know anybody who may be interested, send it their way.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, or submit them to projectacorn.

Visit http://www.tenoaksproject.org/project-acorn/volunteer-at-camp/the-youth-advisory-committee/ for more details on the program and application process
October 8, 2014 @ 1:38 PM 15 notes
October 7, 2014 @ 12:50 PM 7,027 notes

[trigger warning: mental illness, abuse?]

Tbh, I’m just really mad about everything
I would give anything to just feel okay, and I wonder if a day will ever come when there’s not something wrong
There’s a storm in my head all the time, and I just want to be better, but I can’t escape my body and I can’t escape the things people have done to it, and I am mad

October 6, 2014 @ 10:03 AM 1 note

friku:

where the fuck has this been all my life?????????

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October 5, 2014 @ 3:16 PM 224,737 notes

autumncozy:

Cats in scarves in the fall.

(Source: 500px.com, via chuckiy)

October 5, 2014 @ 2:37 PM 84,461 notes

A BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOGRAPH OF KANYE WEST AND I ARE HAVING A FIGHT RIGHT NOW, PLZ NOBODY ACKNOWLEDGE HIM OR REMARK ON HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS. >:c

October 5, 2014 @ 1:57 AM 4 notes

goldenclitoris:

there is nothing I don’t like about this gif

goldenclitoris:

there is nothing I don’t like about this gif

(Source: thecatsmustbecrazy, via queerandpresentdanger)

October 4, 2014 @ 2:15 PM 172,964 notes

Wow those are some inky caps

October 3, 2014 @ 4:20 PM 7 notes

Found some shaggy ink caps this morning, that was cool as hell,

October 3, 2014 @ 10:36 AM 4 notes
October 3, 2014 @ 12:02 AM 55,180 notes

My cat is sleeping on the pillow next to me, my life is a dream

October 3, 2014 @ 12:01 AM 5 notes