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I'm Rhube.
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I just bit in to, chewed, and swallowed a piece of tin foil. This is 21.

August 13, 2014 @ 4:38 PM 1 note

Depends if you want the outcome to actually be gray, and what brand you’re using!! 
Generally grays will have blue, or “pearl” tones, so depending whether the hair is a genuine strawberry blonde (red tones), or what is commonly percieved as strawberry blonde (bright golden tones with a hint of copper) you would get either a cool, purplish gray, or a neutral blonde with the potential for green tones.
If I’m going for a gray outcome, I usually mix in a little violet if I’m not going with a violet-pearl formula already. But some brands have that already in their grays or pearls, so there’s a lot to consider,

Depends if you want the outcome to actually be gray, and what brand you’re using!!
Generally grays will have blue, or “pearl” tones, so depending whether the hair is a genuine strawberry blonde (red tones), or what is commonly percieved as strawberry blonde (bright golden tones with a hint of copper) you would get either a cool, purplish gray, or a neutral blonde with the potential for green tones.
If I’m going for a gray outcome, I usually mix in a little violet if I’m not going with a violet-pearl formula already. But some brands have that already in their grays or pearls, so there’s a lot to consider,

August 12, 2014 @ 11:23 AM

i’m feeling going strawberry blonde for fall, idk if i’m just having an “i’m 21 and i’ll never die” crisis or what, opinions?

August 12, 2014 @ 6:18 AM 8 notes

I made some gooooooooood brownies as a birthday thing, bc i am great

i am proud of me, i am strong, I have iron will, i am smart, i am cute, i am powerful, handsome, and valuable

i am 21 and i am so 100% not okay with that, but I am alive, I exist, and I will forever, and I will do it so well

August 12, 2014 @ 2:35 AM 18 notes

Happy birthday to me, 
I stayed up until the day changed to welcome in my birthday with desserts and my cat. 
The left is peaches and aloe, and the right is brownies and cherry gelato. View Larger

Happy birthday to me,
I stayed up until the day changed to welcome in my birthday with desserts and my cat.
The left is peaches and aloe, and the right is brownies and cherry gelato.

August 12, 2014 @ 2:30 AM 6 notes

stavelsketch:

"Filled with an enormous sense of well-being", 2014
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stavelsketch:

"Filled with an enormous sense of well-being", 2014

August 12, 2014 @ 12:55 AM 10,438 notes

I felt like garbage today, so I wore my prized skinny jean overalls to help feel better, 
But the inside seam got caught on the screw on my seatpost, and ripped, and now I want to set my life on fire. View Larger

I felt like garbage today, so I wore my prized skinny jean overalls to help feel better,
But the inside seam got caught on the screw on my seatpost, and ripped, and now I want to set my life on fire.

August 11, 2014 @ 9:30 PM 4 notes

[tw: eating disorder]

When I can’t even manage eating chocolate,
At least there are Frappuccinos.

August 11, 2014 @ 8:40 PM

I got 3kg of Very Expensive Medicated Cat Food for free wow beautiful life

August 11, 2014 @ 6:24 PM 3 notes

i got A Black And White Photograph Of Kanye West a new sparkly pink collar, and dang does he ever look snazzy

August 11, 2014 @ 3:43 PM 11 notes

When I was a kid, and we would set goals for the school year during the first week of class, I wouldn’t participate. I don’t know why, but I always had a very strong aversion to setting goals. Maybe it was being forced to set goals that was the problem. I didn’t know what to expect, or didn’t want to be there maybe. It just felt unrealistic and uncomfortable for me,

I think that carried through, though, because I still rarely set goals for myself. It’s not a problem, I sort of just roll with whatever the world gives me, and that’s fine, and I’m happy because I enjoy myself. But I’m wondering now what I want for my life, and it doesn’t seem like I really know at all.

I basically know what i want from my career, but I’m not sure how realistic those desires are considering my poor health. But I’m really not sure of what kinds of relationship structures I want in my life. I’m not sure where I want to be, or who I want to be.

I just never truly looked past 20 when I thought about my life. I really genuinely did not think I would live this long, and now I’m one day away from 21, and I just don’t know. I held on to unrealistic career goals because I didn’t think I’d even get to that point. And now there’s everything else, too, and I don’t really know what I’m doing. I’m just sort of floating out here.

And, I mean, I pretty much promised myself that I would never try to kill myself after 20. Once I got past 20, I’m immortal because I defied my own prophecy. So does that mean I have to stop all the self-destructive things I do, too? The things that I do to challenge my existence, but aren’t ~necessarily~ suicide? (yes, the answer is yes, I just don’t know if I can do it)

I’m just tired. I feel like I can do anything, I know I can, but then it seems like I just can’t get over this eating disorder garbage no matter how hard I try,
either I eat, or I go to school, I won’t do both, because I’m trying to hurt myself either way, and it’s garbage.

I wonder if I knew what I wanted, would I be better? would I be more focused, and be nicer to myself? Would I see a point to getting better, and actually fight all this?

August 11, 2014 @ 3:30 PM 8 notes

cole-escola:

Watch me do the Cereal Box Challenge!

August 11, 2014 @ 3:15 PM 8 notes

This chocolate bar is probably what I would taste like if you ate me View Larger

This chocolate bar is probably what I would taste like if you ate me

August 10, 2014 @ 12:53 PM 5 notes

if you know me, you know i love snot

getting snot on somebody when i kiss them,

getting snot all over my face from throatfucking,

getting snot on somebody when i kiss them after throatfucking,

August 10, 2014 @ 1:25 AM 1 note

i used to demand that we have more books by women writers in the house

we had an okay amount from queer authors, we needed more writers of colour,

but I’m just Much More Likely to read books by p much anybody but Straight White Males, I am so tired of reading fiction from that perspective

i just can’t relate to a world created by people who the world is already pretty perfect for,

i never read fiction anymore

August 9, 2014 @ 7:44 PM 10 notes