eh, it was just time.
I was certainly feeling it was, anyway. For like, 3 weeks or so, I was kinda feeling that we should probably break up soon, but I just didn’t really want to.
Like I said, It was a very stagnant relationship. We liked that for a while, but he needed something else. he needed to move forward.
IS THAT WHY YOU BROK EUP PETS HAIR KISSES FOREHEAD
NO I WISH
he is so excited for me and he will still kiss me even when i get all burly and deep voiced
and that just makes it sadder
the saddest
I LVOE U AND IM SORRY LIFE IS CONFUSING
IT’S OKAY, IT’S A VERY CONFUSING TIME RIGHT NOW JUST KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE U
~literally in like, 14 hours~
its 2012 ar eu ok
aw balls, i just clicked the one that came up in my previous tags
EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG, WHY DO I HAVE BREAKUP BLOGS FROM EVERY YEAR
I finally stopped crying last night, and we started getting freaky,
and Graeme whispered in to my ear “I want you”
and it was weird and confusing and i just cried more and he slapped me less and jesus
just
christ
and I feel like he’s the only person who can help me deal with the breakup, so I just want to be with him all the time, but I’m not.
And when I say goodbye, I don’t know if saying “I like you” is even appropriate, because I do, but is that a thing that should be said? Breakup etiquette?
and he said he liked me too, and that i was cute.
and i just don’t know what to do.
(Source: maverickmen, via cavemanballerina)
He was telling me how he actually thought miniature poodles were pretty cool,
and I said “Yeah, I love poodles. I could go for a couple poodles.”
He said “Gaaaaaaaay.”
BREAKING
UP
WHY
Graeme asked me how I was going to style my beard, and I said I wouldn’t get one, and he said “Sure you will. I can already feel the stubble.”
This is why breaking up is hard.
this is why.
rhube why are you listening to 69 Love Songs and looking at pictures of lichens
YOU JUST HAD A BREAKUP, THIS IS THE WORST POSSIBLE THING TO DO, AND WILL MAKE YOU CRY IN PUBLIC
who even breaks up these days, jeez, get with the times.
Photos from Graeme’s cottage
This picture makes me sad.
We had put on clothes because it had been overcast all day, so as soon as the sun started setting,all the black fliescame out. So we covered up, and went out to build a fire. We bathed in bug spray, in hopes it would deter them, but it barely did.
In the picture, we had decided to strip and get all the bug spray off before going inside. I’m eating a smore, and we’re both starting to take our clothes off.
he’s looking at me.
are… those bite marks on the inside of his thigh? I mean I wouldn’t be surprised, seeing some conversations we’ve had but still.
Bug bites. :c
As soon as we got up to the cottage, we all took our clothes off, and went for a swim in the ice cold lake,
and we started noticing big swollen bug bites on Mara. She is allergic to the coagulant that mosquitoes inject after they bite, so we figured that’s what it was.
Turns out what we thought were gnats were actually black flies. I was lucky enough to have some magic wizard spell that made me resistant to them for most of the trip, but they were all over Mara, and mostly all over Graeme’s genital area.
Poor boy had a terrible giant one on the middle of his scrotum, and two on the top of his penis, and just a bunch all around his thighs and pelvis.
really sorry but relieved this is happening during gardening season & after you & mara got yr place together, yeah? i hate losing comfort/familiarity, too. ♥
my thoughts, too. I have plenty else to focus on, and can water the garden with my tears, etc.
ugh colleen
things
Photos from Graeme’s cottage
Mara and I have a tradition of doing paint by numbers at cottages. Whenever we’re planning a trip, we pick up some paint by numbers sets first thing.
Graeme got in to it.
